anxiety over grades

I got two of my grades posted on-line and waiting for one more (social psychology). My GPA so far shows that I can keep my fellowship (above 3.7). But if I get anything less than A- for social psychology, I will be in a big trouble. I'm worried because I got a B+ on midterm for soc psy. Now I hate myself for being such a slacker. Soc Psy was really easy--that's why I didn't study very much for it. Then, the exam was kinda tricky. ugh... I don't know what I would do if I lost the fellowship. There is no way I can pay over $21,000/year. I'm so worried about my grades. This anxiety is driving me crazy. I hope the prof will post the grade soon...

I slept in till 11:30am this morning. Instead of feeling refreshed, I've been having a really bad headache all day. I think this is because of weather. When it's cloudy or rainy, I often get headache, which I probably inherited from my mom. So, I kinda sat around and did nothing for most part of the day except for laundry. I'm soooo lazy.

I'm going to add one more thing on new year's resolution. "socialize more" During the fall semester, I pretty much neglected my social life. I think now is the time to reconnect with people, and hopefully meet new people, too. So, I called or e-mailed a few friends to see if they want to hang out. I'm going to have chige (Korean hotpot) with Maiko (not my sister) on Monday, and maybe meet up for lunch or dinner with Alex next weekend.

Now, seriously thinking about a trip to Philadelphia. Maybe next weekend?