negativity...not good.

Just read some of my recent posts and realized that they are all negative! I know I'm not the happiest person on the planet...but it kinda scares me how negative I've been lately. what concerns me the most is that all of them kinda originate in external sources, like academic evaluation (i.e., grades) and other people's evaluation of me. I really need to remind myself that I have some good qualities that I should be happy with. Let's see.................oh, no....I can't think of any. :-p this is bad. I've been feeling like a dumb, unmotivated, mean, pessimistic, self-centered bitch lately.

I'm still sick :-( This really sucks. It's making me very grumpy! At least it's not that nasty stomach flu I had a few weeks ago, though.

Can't wait for the spring break. Thought about taking a trip to Cali but the airfare went up! I'll keep looking, though. I really miss Cali and I deserve a vacation, especially after a rough beginning of the semester. Another option is to go to Florida. Relaxing time at the beach will be great. But again, the airfare seems to be a bit expensive. Or, I can go visit Larry in Boston. I know Chinatown bus to Boston is very cheap. :)

alright, I need to get back to studying for History and Systems exam...