sleepless...again

It sucks when I can't sleep...especially a night beofre an important interview. I took tylenol-PM...so hopefully, I can sleep soon. I also had some milk and Baileys. Now I'm worried that I may stop breathing in sleep...oops. Just in case it does happen, I wanted to put this on my blog as a record--"I didn't take Tylenol-PM and alcohol together to commit suicide...just wanted to sleep and wake up alive."
One lesson learned--never let myself open up to other people too easily. but on the other hand, I don't think I can control this too much. It's natural, at least for me, to want to be close to others. Life is about connecting with other people, I think. I believe in "en" (don't know how to say this in English).

I want to go see The Gates at the Central Park! I'm thinking about going next weekend, and Ira may come along.