externship nightmare

This year's externship was basically given by school but for next year, I actually have to apply. Since I'm a slacker, I put it off untill now to start the application process. I got extremely nervous this week and started to send CV's and other application materials to the sites today. I know I have to write different cover letter to each site, but I'm pretty much sending a generic one to them. bad me. :-p

Ever since I graduated from college, I've been applying to SOMETHING every year. I applied to grad school, went to OU, then applied to New School, applied to Ph.D. program, then I'm applying to externship this year. I have to keep doing this forever. After two externships, I have to apply for internship, then post-doc's, then jobs...endless appplication hell!!!

I hope in 15-20 years, people will come to me with a job so that I don't have to apply for anything any more.